Free
from now on
I have become so ripe and so willing.
All the groundwork has been laid,
All the homework has been turned in.
All the structures that propped up
the survivor's scaffolding,
Never bound to survive themselves,
Have collapsed in the winds
off the mountains of a lifetime.
I stand stripped.
There is nothing more
the winds can take.
And I still stand!
More naked, more raw
than ever.
Finally
With full permission
to love me.

